Candida

Proserpine: Certainly I am not shy. What do you mean?

Marchbanks: [secretly]. You must be: that is the reason there are so few love affairs in the world. We all go about longing for love: it is the first need of our natures, the first prayer of our hearts; but we dare not utter out longing: we are too shy. [Very earnestly.] Oh, Miss Garnett, what would you not give to be without fear, without shame--

wanting.needing.pining.

7ish weeks.

bed and breakfast

at dupré m'hayli's, you'll get free food. try the chicken parmesian, it's to die for. all you have to do is bring tahini! if you can find it.

i thought i would've been a lot stronger than this.

i thought i was a lot stronger than this.

last night, when i went to the bathroom at the neutral ground, the band started playing "three little birds" by bob marley.

don't worry

about a thing

cause every little thing

is gonna be alright

it was exactly what i needed to hear

i am so completely in love with this song

if we can call them friends then we can call them on their telephones

and they won't pretend that they're too busy or that they're not alone

...

and we were tired of being mild

we were so tired of being mild

and we were tired...

i know we're gonna meet some day

in the crumbled financial institutions of this land

there will be tables and chairs

there'll be pony rides and dancing bears

there'll even be a band

cause listen, after the fall there will be no more countries

no currencies at all

we're gonna live on our wits

we're gonna throw away survival kits

trade butterfly-knives for adderal

and that's not all

whoa, there will be snacks, there will

there will be snacks, there will be snack

...

so don't you,

don't you worry

about the atmosphere

school started today.

so did something else.

i had to do goodbye part one yesterday.

and i got a speeding ticket.