Monday, August 25, 2008

where has my voice run off to?


i love college so much already. today was only my first day of classes, but i can already tell i'm gonna love it. even when the work load gets heavier.

saturday, we went to chase's just to do laundry but ended up staying for the night. bruh, we had so much fun (no, i don't really say bruh... lafayette hasn't rubbed off on me that much yet). we made cookie manwiches. three chocolate chip cookies. quadruple stuffed with rainbow chip icing. with four hidden gummy bears. then you freeze it for 20 minutes and have to eat within a 4 minute time frame. daaaaaang. it was hard. all three of us almost threw up. then we almost set fire to the house, so we held our own in the backyard. gosh, we did so much. and for whatever reason, i decided not to bring my camera that day! AHHH

so, last night, adrienne and i were trying to turn in early. and there was some stupid girl trying to nail something in the wall. at, like, midnight. the first day before classes. first of all, you're not supposed to put holes in the walls in the dorms. so, that was stupid for them to even TRY at that time. second, these walls aren't made of sheetrock. you're gonna have to use a screw gun to put any holes in these walls. they finally stopped when our hall monitor went and told 'em. yeeeeah.

so, class today. umm. i'm the stupid freshman who has NO IDEA where she is going. but i refuse to carry a map and look confused. i couldn't find the union. even though i literally live 20 seconds from it. i get turned around too easily. so, i walked around the quad for a good 15 minutes with the best inner monologue anyone could ever have. i somehow figured it out. i was so worried i was gonna be late for my first class, but i was okay. 

my biology class is HUGE! if i were going to LSU, it'd probably be small, but there were at least 200-300 people in there. it's gonna be a boring class. it's such a review. but i don't have to take my final if i maintain an A. guess who will be studying in college! yeah, that would be me!

ew, stat is gonna blow. but it's the only math i'll have to take through all of college. so, i'm glad to get it over with.

oh! and at lunch, we met some girls who live next door to us in the dorm! they're AWESOME! like, i've never laughed so much with people i just met. we're watching the hills tonight.  ew but yay!

i'm in love. this was the new change i needed. 

OH! i got a p.o. box today! write me?
p.o. box 40689
lafayette, la 70504

my mini minifridge freezes anything i put in there. it's obnoxious.

lol at the stainless steal contact paper. it's actually BROWN underneath. yeah. brown. it's from the 70s. it appears to work really well, though. hmmmm

Monday, August 18, 2008

the secret life of a sorority girl

"so, i accosted this teacher..."
"ew, you accosted him? how did you not get arrested for doing that with your teacher?"
"wait, do you even know what accost means?"
"yeah, like, have sex with... right"
"Oh, No! accost means give money to. I gave money to my teacher. Duh"

sorority girls. LOL

Thursday, August 14, 2008

why?

my last week in town has sucked, to say the least. how come i feel like no one wants to be here for me anymore? this is just shitty. i didn't do anything to deserve this. i never have. yet, this always seems to happen to me.  i guess now's the best time for any of it to happen, really. it just sucks that it always seems like it has to.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

it's getting better

"You have a natural sense for communicating with others, especially those younger than yourself. Clear thoughts about the past may come to your attention today. There is a growing self-confidence. From this time forward, expect a more confident, outgoing attitude, for you have brought to a close a time of inward examination and learning. A growing sense of direction and self-worth will find you reaching out and establishing yourself. Close personal ties to other people are a focal point for your feelings this evening. Marriage and other partnerships could be a key arena for this. There is a greater than usual interest in relationships, social connections and the arts. Share some new found news with your loved ones. Communicate and affirm each other."

oh, my stars.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

listen to me

can you please just try to understand where i'm coming from a little more? stop pretending to understand and then go talk about me. it's just not fair.

Monday, August 11, 2008

i thought this would be the best way to start off a blog.

What is your full name?
Hailey Ruth Dupre'
Are you named after anyone?:
�some random girl in the hospital... yay
Do you like your name?:
�No. Not my first name at least.
Would you name a child of yours after you?:
absoutely not.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:
mom and dad would have named me benjamin hunt. i like that.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do with your name constantly?:
haha, yes. first and last name. first name misspelled. last name mispronounced

Basics
Your gender:
woman
Are you hearing, hard-hearing or deaf?:
i don't think i have anything medically wrong with me, but i'm really good at not hearing things correctly.
Straight/Gay/Bi:
questionable
Single or in the relationship?:
single. always single.
Birthdate:
May 14, 1990.
year of the horse.
Birthplace:
EJGH
Your age:
eighteen (i totally almost put 16... weird).
Age you act:
my age, i would say. altough, i can be goofy.
Age you wish you were:
i like it right where i am.
Your height:
5'6''ish
Eye color:
bleu
Hair color:
brown.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:
lefties are all right.
Have any pets?:
a fat dog named sandy.
and an even fatter horse named papoose.
Whats your job?:
corner ornament
If you don't have job, are you high school student or college student?:
college student! holler!
Piercings?:
lobes (more to come!).
Tattoos?:
no, and i can't decide if/when i will get one
Obsessions?:
jason mraz. sharks. cheese.
Addictions?:
farting.
Do you speak another language?:
come back to me in five years.
Have a favorite quote?:
"you came out of a pussy just like the one i'm selling"
Do you have a webpage?:
um. facebook? ew.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You
What do you want to be in future?:
i want to be an artist who lives in the french quarter and walks everywhere.
and also a travelling nurse.
i plan on accomplishing both in this lifetime.
Do you have any secrets?:
i don't wear underware as often as i should...
Do you hate yourself?:
rarely.
Do you like your handwriting?:
i love my handwriting.
Do you have any bad habits?:
i'm sure i do.
What is the compliment you get from most people?:
i have a lively laugh. except lively has never once been the adjective.
What's your biggest fear?:
getting killed in a movie theatre.
Can you sing?:
yes, i can.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:
um, i don't know. i think i'm pretty cool as i am.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:
i hate that i get in fights with myself.
Are you passive or agressive?:
i like to pretend i'm agressive, which i am, but i'm more passive than agressive.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:
strength: i do what i do, because i want to do it. not because other people convinced me to
weakness: dimples.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:
personality-wise? nothing.
physically? 20 pounds less.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:
yeah, i'm pretty together, but i do have nervous breakdowns from time to time.
Do you think life has been good so far?:
it really has.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:
bros before hoes
Are you confident?:
not as much as people think.
Are you perceived wrongly?:
yeah. quite often.

The way how you look
What is your style?:
influenced by my mood
What do you like the most about your body?:
you know, i really like my teeth and feet. they never get any compliments
And least?:
oh my god. my bumpy arms.
Do you think you are good looking?:
i don't think i'm bad looking.
What did people said how you look?:
i'm thinking about getting titanium legs. it's a risky operation, but it's worth it.
Do you think fashion is worth to you?:
i used to not get it, but i really like being well-dressed.

Do You...
Smoke?:
sometimes.
Do drugs?:
no.
Pray?:
no.
Go to church?:
no.
Talk to strangers who IM you?:
smarterchild.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:
no.
Take walks in the rain?:
it seems like something i would do.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:
no. i mean, i guess i will, but i won't be overly friendly.
Talk to people even though they are boring?:
not willingly.
Drive?:
yes.

Would or Have You Ever?
Hurt yourself?:
i hurt myself everyday. i'm an absolute clutz.
Was arrested?:
no.
Been out of the country?:
canada? i'll be going to france within the next two years!
Eaten something that made other people sick?:
that's a silly question.
Eaten sushi?:
my mom punished me one time by making me eat sushi.
Been in love?:
hmmmm
Dated someone that are ain't good looking?:
ha.
Done drugs?:
mer.
Gone skinny dipping?:
the idea of me skinny dipping makes me feel incredibly awkward.
Lied to your parents?:
hahahaha. the one time i did, it totally backfired.
Had a medical emergency?:
it was an emergency, but no one else treated it like it was...
Had surgery?:
i have
Ran away from home?:
no. i guess i'm not badass enough.
Gotten beaten up?:
no. i haven't.
Beaten someone up?:
i made my brother's nose bleed once. i still rub that one in his face.
Been picked on?:
the reason my brother's nose bled.
Been on stage?:
yes. yes, i have.
Slept outdoors?:
mmmyes. love it.
Talked on the phone all night?:
multiple times. weird.
Talked on the Aim all night?:
ew. i have.
Slept all day?:
cue jason mraz song.
Made out with a stranger?:
have you seen me at mardi gras?
Thought you're going crazy?:
yes. too many times.
Kissed the same sex?:
have to seen me at mardi gras?
Been betrayed?:
bitches.
Had a dream that came true?:
i'm not giving up! i swear i will find dancing eggplants one day.
Met a famous person?:
mildly famous people. john c. reilly lives nextdoor to me. i wanna meet him, so then he'll introduce me to will farrell
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:
ugh. yes.
Stolen anything?:
multiple times.
Been on radio/tv?:
sang on both. yeah, i'm talented.
Had a nervous breakdown?:
ew. yeah.
Curse to your teacher?:
hahahaha! yes. called her a fucking bitch.
Had a dream that kept coming back?:
no. i've always wanted one.
the first dream i can remember is one i had when i was about 5 years old. all i can remember was a naked boy running around a campfire. the next night, i prayed to God that he would send me that dream again.
it never came.

Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets?:
i don't have a side.
Believe there have a aliens?:
i believe in grammar.
Miracles?:of course.
Astrology?:yes.
Magic?:possibly.
God?:form(s) of.
Satan?:no.
Ghosts?:yeah.
Luck?:why not.
Love at first sight?:no. no. no.
Witches?:no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:gert and art. :)
Do you wish on stars?:
i'm a star-gazing kinda girl. of course i wish on stars.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:
i'm not completely sure what the traditional view it.
Do you think God has a gender?:
no.
Where do you think we go when we die?:
into a new being.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:
too many.
Who is your best friend?:
i have a few.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:
lizz, maybe?
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:
masturbate and don't do anything stupid.
Who's your longest known friend?:
bissy
Friends you miss being close to the most?:
chase.
Last person you talked to online?:
ally
Who do you talk to most online?:
gary
Who are you on the phone with most?:
tyler. well, not anymore. lizz. THAT is weird.
Who do you trust most?:
me
Who listens to your problems?:
no one does quite as much as i'd like them to. there are certain people i go to with certain problems.
Who do you fight most with?:
susan.
Who's the nicest?:
kyle.
Who's the most outgoing?:
lizz
Who's on your shit-list?:
my toilet.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:
all my friends are gay.
Who's your second family?:
comardas. or tebbe/ducote.
Do you always feel understood?:
noooooo!
Who's the loudest friend?:
they're all pretty loud.
Do you trust others easily?:
no.
Who's house were you last at?:
ally girl.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:
tyler. yes, i'm queer.
Do your friends know you?:
they know a good bit.
Friend that lives farthest away:
soon to be lizz/cameron. well, laura and jordan. i don't know. my friends are scattered like parmesian cheese.

Love and All that
Do you consider love a mistake?:
whoa. no.
What do you find romantic?:
sex on the first date.
Turn-on?:
highly calloused hands. and bass singers.
Turn-off?:
egocentric
First kiss?:
booty. LOL!
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?:
welcome to hayli's summer of 08.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:
i mean, i guess knowing. yeah. definitely.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out:
hahaha. no. i like it the way it is.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive:
i have.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:
sometimes they tell me so. i never thought they did.
What is best about the opposite sex?:
i have penis envy.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:
i don't like to generalize.
What's the last present someone gave you?:
m&m's.
Are you in love?:
jasonmraz.
Do you consider your significant other hot?:
yes.

Your Personalilty
Newest?: dora mcfarlan
Shyest?: when i'm around people i don't know.
Funniest?: ms. wit runner up. just sayin'.
Sweetest?: family functions.
Weirdest?: lizz. or allison.
Smartest?: regulars classes at mount carmel. or at vc.
Coolest?: always.
Popluar?: enough.
Bitch/Bastard?: susan.
Nicest?: underclassmen.
Meanest?: not often.
Ditziest?: ugh.
Slut?: drunk/mardi gras
Jerk?: susan.
Whore?: slut?

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:
sarah mclaughlin
You wanted to kill?:
the maker of ketchup
That you laughed at?:
sean.
That laughed at you?:
allison, most likely. or lizz.
That turned you on?:
eh.
You went shopping with?:
ally.
That broke your heart?:
:/
To disappoint you?:
rather not say.
To ask you out?:
kaleb. hah.
To make you cry?:
me.
To brighten up your day?:
marty.
You saw a movie with?:
i want to watch dumb and dumber.
You talked to on the phone?:
susan.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:
tylah.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:
no.
What are you wearing right now?:
clothes.
Body part you're touching right now:
my good girl.
What are you worried about right now?:
keeping in touch.
What book are you reading?:
apathy and other small victories
What's on your mousepad?:
my finger.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:
tired, useless, distanced, hot, lazy.
Are you bored?: just tired.
Are you tired?:no.
Are you talking to anyone online?:
tyler, michael, and gary.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:nahh
Are you lonely or content?: both.
Are you listening to music?: no.
Are you watching television?: olympics.
Are you using computer or laptop?: bushwalla the laptop.
Are you using myspace or xanga?: nope.
Are you agure someone?: argue? no...
Are you thinking about someting?:
nothing in particular.


that's a shitty way to end it.