got a tumblr

i can post music on it, so, it wins.

memphest

went to memphis this weekend to visit my darling lizz.

it was a good time. elephant pipes and mixed drink chasers. cuddling on a twin bed and picnics in fisher garden. the mighty mississippi and too many camels. i had fun

i just got back into listening to bushwalla, and realized i had an entire album i hadn't yet listened to. so, in the first run through, this song caught my attention. while it's great that bushwalla is completely undiscovered and basically mine [and maybe allison's], it causes me a lot of pain when i can't find his lyrics anwhere on the internet. so, i wrote them out here, because i like this song a lot.

i have always loved you

since the first time i met you

and all that i ever want to do

is to hold you

and the first time

won't be the last time

cause baby i'm so into you

and i know

there's gonna be some hard times

ain't so hard when i'm loving you

and may i call you baby

for the rest of my days?

and do you think i'm crazy

for loving this way?

and the first time

won't be the last time

cause baby, i'm so into you

and i know

there gonna be some hard times

ain't so hard when i'm loving you

i think things are going to take it's final turn for the best. i hope so, at least. i'm tired of the same stupid fight. but i'll be hanging with him in three weeks.

4 weeks

my weekend home was amazing.

can't wait for the next one to comeeee

new orleans

"wish you were here" by pink floyd

666

yes, my phone number starts with 666. why do people need to make such a huge deal about it? a guy i'm in a group project genuinely wanted to get someone to replace me because of my phone number. and another girl asked why i haven't gotten it changed.

i don't know, maybe because it's just a number, and i don't go to church, and i don't give a fuck.

six months. shit.

happy as ever though.

chicken parm

one more monthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

biology, you will be my bitch in 8 hours.

mark my words.

"kooks" by david bowie

will you stay in our lovers' story

if you stay, you won't be sorry

cause we believe in you

soon you'll grow so take a chance

with a couple of kooks

hung up on romancing

i love you

you're perfect

now change

skjngtwlrgnwg

Candida

Proserpine: Certainly I am not shy. What do you mean?

Marchbanks: [secretly]. You must be: that is the reason there are so few love affairs in the world. We all go about longing for love: it is the first need of our natures, the first prayer of our hearts; but we dare not utter out longing: we are too shy. [Very earnestly.] Oh, Miss Garnett, what would you not give to be without fear, without shame--

wanting.needing.pining.

7ish weeks.

bed and breakfast

at dupré m'hayli's, you'll get free food. try the chicken parmesian, it's to die for. all you have to do is bring tahini! if you can find it.

i thought i would've been a lot stronger than this.

i thought i was a lot stronger than this.

last night, when i went to the bathroom at the neutral ground, the band started playing "three little birds" by bob marley.

don't worry

about a thing

cause every little thing

is gonna be alright

it was exactly what i needed to hear

i am so completely in love with this song

if we can call them friends then we can call them on their telephones

and they won't pretend that they're too busy or that they're not alone

...

and we were tired of being mild

we were so tired of being mild

and we were tired...

i know we're gonna meet some day

in the crumbled financial institutions of this land

there will be tables and chairs

there'll be pony rides and dancing bears

there'll even be a band

cause listen, after the fall there will be no more countries

no currencies at all

we're gonna live on our wits

we're gonna throw away survival kits

trade butterfly-knives for adderal

and that's not all

whoa, there will be snacks, there will

there will be snacks, there will be snack

...

so don't you,

don't you worry

about the atmosphere

school started today.

so did something else.

i had to do goodbye part one yesterday.

and i got a speeding ticket.

bye, allison.

when school starts, i'm gonna start keeping a journal of thoughts, dreams, etc.

this is just a friendly reminder.